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The Many Stages of Grief

by Aires Altos

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1.
Intro 00:28
2.
Denial 02:59
i gravitate towards you that's an urge that i can't fight i'm nothing more than a parasite feeding on your light and i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the end of time and i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the day i die have i just imagned or could it have been true that you used to tell me honestly that i was the one for you i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the end of time and i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the day i die i'm ashamed that i can't find a way to forget cause if there's one thing that i'm sure of is that you will never come back still, i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the end of time and i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the day i die but i'm not sure it's a kind of thing that i can be blamed for i'm not sure that it is my mistake that my fate is to love you more i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the end of time and i'll just call, call, just call, just call, just call your name out till the day i die
3.
why can't you just understand that there's no use trying to pretend? i don't expect you to be my friend but at least remember what we had how can you treat me so bad why am i the one who has to stand this shit? will it ever end? sometimes i just wish you were dead and the only thing I fantasize about is that you're paralysed so that maybe i could make you see what you've done and what you're doing to me do you care that i that i do cry it's not your fault you were born cold i can't say that i miss the pain the pain of loving you in vain loving you was like a chain god, you nearly drove me insane i could never really find out what was going on in your mind i could never comprehend your kind you love to hide behind your pride and if i'm so perfect in every way why don't you need me anyway if you deem me so fucking high why do you leave me hanging on a star wanna know why, why do i cry? i cannot tell a lie you make me wanna die it's not your fault you were born cold do you care that i that i do cry it's not your fault you were born cold
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nights are getting longer and darker and cold waking up in places where i don't belong turning numb and dumb making a fool of myself so easy to fall in love my hands are soft and warm, but you shiver of doubt and fear i crave to hear your thoughts, but you won't let me near turning numb and dumb so easy to fall in love and i'm losing myself once again fading into you i'm forgetting who i am and i'm burning myself once again fading into you i'm forgetting who i am you can't be blamed for despising me i'm turning into something i've never wanted to be turning numb and dumb so easy to fall in love so easy to fall apart soon i'll have to face the fact you see that you'd be just wasting, just wasting your time with me it hurts like hell but what else could i do i'm gonna let you go
5.
pestilential words racing in the mind noone can heal without some fight choke yourself in your memories or come up to the air and breath forgive and don't forget remember and don't desire this piece of your soul is an everlasting treasure you gave it to me i'll keep it forever let the golden flow of gratitude sweep away all the pain and guilt and on the ruins serenity can be built i know bad dreams are torturing you too and you know it hurts me to see that i hurt you but i know the way we can make it stop a simple way to make it stop this piece of your soul is an everlasting treasure you gave it to me i'll keep it forever let the golden flow of gratitude sweep away all the pain and guilt and on the ruins serenity can be built
6.
can i be the one i can always a better man taste these thoughts with your thoughts spit it out through your eyes leave this dark little room and its repulsive reeking rot lock the door and swallow the key you'll digest it eventually

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released April 16, 2013

köszönet a producernek (Gallus),
az Audacity GVerb effektjének,
valamint a múzsámnak.

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